:D

Friday, July 31, 2009 • 5:56 AM

thursday is my off day thats y no news from me.. haha.. until now my house still no net access! sadded! soon soon before my uni begins.. hopefully..

ytd went church.. MDM KOR invited me so ok lor i go since that day she invite me i no go le.. MS TAN, MR CHUA, TECK YI and DABEBE also went.. hmmm.. Lighthouse at Tampines there.. wah the main hall full le so we gotta go another hall which is less grand.. can only see screen only somemore.. not 'live'.. last time i went those better de..

these two days kept quarrelling with him until superduper unhappy.. sigh! because of indians we quarrelled, because of bike thingy we quarrelled.. ytd worse, i climbed up the stairs very de not happy supposed to stop at level 4, climbed up level 5 without me knowing sia! thought i reached heaven le when i see how come the place not familiar.. i hate quarrelling! makes me feel like giving up since we're unhappy..

now guess things are ok le? hmmm..

im in charge of the bursary this year.. poly and ite de.. make the letter, print, fold and sent.. then realised day put wrongly.. put wednesday, instead of thursday.. then have to call up the receipients one by one.. sians!

im a sinner! MAS found an injured bird, i act smart ask her keep.. so she kept in one of the classrooms.. the next day i off, i told her that i wan see the bird on friday, dunlet the rest of the colleagues know.. she say ok.. then today i came work she told me the bird died le! so sad sia! such a cute bird! everyone says he is cute.. i showed MDM KOR and MS LYNN they also say he cute.. i gues it's either cos of his injuries, or cos no food, or no water or no oxygen.. haiz!
MAS says something that makes me even more sad.. she says he died at a corner.. then got many ants! she thought he alive go touch him he no move le! T.T she says she help him clean his body, clear away the ants, used toilet paper wrap him up and go behind bury him.. i was so touched when she said that.. hugs! haiz.. rest in peace dearie..

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 • 6:21 AM

i dun like it when my friend add my ex.. unless it is authorised by me.. whatever! i just hate it!

Monday, July 27, 2009 • 1:21 AM

naughty DABEBE ignored my friend request without my permission, read through my smses without my permission and made me very angry! never to repeat it ya..

sweet DABEBE came over to help me with my work stuff.. things get done rather fast.. weeeeee~

[continue breathing to love u]

Saturday, July 25, 2009 • 5:15 AM

2 months le! yay! third ''longest'' relationship? lol.. haven gotten my gift yet.. is there any? hmmm.. i prepared his le lo..

so much work to do in office.. arrg! lazy.. sure cant finish seh.. tmr got help! hee..

Friday, July 24, 2009 • 5:22 AM

tues came to work cc..
halfway sick le.. feeling pain pain pain.. took few hours off to see doctor.. first time i went to see doctor alone if i didnt rmb wrongly? wanted to save money so took bus.. halfway really buay tahan so took cab.. wanted to save money again so headed to polyclinic.. registered and took queue number.. then again buay tahan cos the number jumped too slowly.. in fact, it didnt moved so i escaped from the polyclinic to my family doctor there.. wah seh, that day dunno y super sway sia.. still got 2 patients infront of me, excluding the one still inside with the doctor.. zZz.. totally sian.. i VOMITTED while waiting lo.. really feeling terrible, horrible plus vegetable.. so i asked the nurse can jump queue not.. in the end, the doctor allowed lo..
hmmm.. it's intestine flu.. AGAIN! sians..
BRO was kind enough to cycle me home despite me being so heavy and gotta cycle upslope somemore..
pain all the way, whine whole day.. vomitted and vomitted.. evening pestered MUM to bring me to the doctor again.. go alone i might just die on the way can.. MUM says it's peak hour so no cab for me! arrg! struggled my way there, rested many times throughout that journey.. saw one of my student and his mum, heng they didnt see me.. pai seh sia..
seen doctor twice in a day, took medicine, got INJECTION! heng DABEBE got duty so didnt get to come visit me.. dun wan him to see that sick look of mine =P i hated it.. but he still saw me walked like ah ma.. cannot be helped ok, cant stand straight, very pain! gotten 2 days mc from 2 different doctors..

now back to work le.. tonnes of work for me to finish! cant finish weekends burnt! both days working.. sadded can pei DABEBE.. so i thought of a brilliant method! dragged him to work with me on sunday! and he says ok! wahahahaha! happy happy.. my love!

Monday, July 20, 2009 • 6:42 AM

countdown 5 days!

Friday, July 17, 2009 • 3:27 AM

60 THINGS GUYS MUST KNOW? DABEBE u know?

1. We only talk about our ex boyfriends to explain how much better YOU are than they were, no other reason.

2. IT'S THE TRUTH! We need a little challenge too. It's OK to act a little uninterested sometimes (don't go screwing some other chick or extreme behavior of the sort), we like to have to work to keep you by our side too. If you are too sweet, too fast, a girl could possibly lose interest.

3. We don't buy things because we expect gifts back, we are being genuinely nice.

4. Girls don't always want to hang out with girls. Just because we have guy friends does not mean that we want to be with them. We probably already had the chance and didn't take it.

5. If you mess up, we will almost always get angry before we actually calmly explain everything.

6. We do not all like dollies and pink. Do not treat us like we are fragile.

7. If we complain to you, it is because we confide in you, not because we want to torture you.

8. Don't expect us to make the same mistakes your ex did. If we do, it is not because there is some huge conspiracy against you. Maybe you are making a mistake, not us. Do not compare our mistakes to hers.

9. Girls get jealous too, usually worse than guys. We always feel like we have to fight for you, and will say anything mean about any girl you were speaking to, even if we never met her. Don't take offense, be glad we care so much about it.

10. Do not make promises or tell us you'll call when you know you'll forget or fall asleep. We will wait hours for that call. Just tell us you'll talk to us tomorrow.

11. if there's another girl, tell us. You might be surprised at our reaction. We don't all want to be serious either. It beats sneaking around.

12. We really do feel unattractive or overweight. There is a lot of competition out there. We need to be assured, even if its 600 times.

13. We don't search for compliments in the way you think. We are helping you by telling you exactly what we need to hear. Do not get annoyed, it will most likely cause an argument.

14. We want to hear we are prettier than the girl in the magazine, even if its not true. We don't think its cheesy. Stick to it, no matter how hard we push you.

15. We DO want to be called hot by you, just not all the time. Change it up.

16. We know you don't care about what happened in our day, but listen. It hurts us a lot when you don't pay attention.

17. We watch plenty of movies with you where girls remove clothing and do outrageously abnormal sexual things. When we ask you to watch a love story with us, we only want to spend time with you. It will not kill you, and it doesn't make you less of a man.

18. We don't mean to embarrass you. Don't get so angry with us when we do. We already feel terrible. We'll try not to next time.
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9. Flowers and chocolate don't make everything better. You do.

20. We don't want to change you. We met you the way you are, and we love you. The suggestions are just that. We are used to changing a lot about our appearance, and mean not to offend you.

21. We are not all materialistic. Back rubs and making us dinner (even if its a sandwich because you can't cook!) are plenty sweet enough.

22. We like to pamper you, just don't take advantage.

23. Don't expect us to cook for you all the time. If we do, appreciate it, and let us know you do.

24. We don't really want a fairytale romance. You have your fantasy girls, we have our fantasy love. It's meant to stay that way. We want what's real, too.

25. We think you are the hottest guy in the world, no matter what anyone says, or what you do.

26. If you are a friend, do not ever agree with a girl when she calls her boyfriend anything along the lines of an asshole. Stand up for him and try to be positive. She may get mad initially, but she will later appreciate it and probably realize she was just overreacting. If she loves him, even if he really is a jerk, she will not take your advice to leave him. She will only do that when she feels she is ready to. If you try to convince her she will question your motives and may not want to speak to you.

27. Don't expect us to always come to you. We want you to come see us too.

28. We don't like to Be nagged about where we are going or what we are doing either, but we usually hear you out.

29. We might let you go, but we are never "cool" wih you going to strip clubs. We are being very understanding by letting you go. It is advised that you be just as understanding about our feelings towards it. Please do not come home and tell us about it. We'll like to pretend it never happened.

30. Do not call us crazy. We are emotional and act in mysterious ways, but you are pushing a huge button when you call us crazy.

31. We go to the club to dance with our GIRL friends, not other guys. No, it is not the same if you go. We all know you are not dancing by yourself or with your guy friends. Be reasonable with your comparisons.

32. No, PMS is not an excuse, but we do not mean to be shitty to you. It IS a biological fact. Expect an apology, but you do not have the ability to sympathize with dealing with cramps or unstable emotions, so try to be understanding.

33. It is a general rule: Do not speak about other women in front of us. Women are apt to be much more insecure than men, and while we should not be talking about men in front of you either, you are setting yourself up for more of those "searching for compliment" questions. That, and its plain disrespectful. Just do it when we aren't around.

34. We will always get annoyed when you act cocky. We know who you really are and we love you. We will deal with it, but we absolutely detest it.

35. If you are a friend, respect your fellow man and do not attempt to woo her or try to get her to participate in questionable things. She will try to ignore it, but she HATES it.

36. We dress sexy because we want YOUR sexual attention, no one elses.

37. We don't put on makeup to impress anyone but ourselves. Do not worry if we put it on just to go to the store.

38. We may hang out all day with friends, and not call or talk to you, but at night, we just want to be next to you.

39. We like to have clean fun. What you may think is ridiculous and boring, we may actually find exciting, especially when we do it with closest friends. Don't try to understand. Just accept it.

40. When we cry, just listen. Even if you have no idea what we are talking about or saying. All we need is to feel heard.

41. Be careful when you roughhouse with us. We might act like we want you to really try, but we know you are stronger than us.

42. Not all girls are afraid to feel inferior to their man, just don't be condescending.

43. Tell us your fantasies. we want to fulfill them.

44. We probably like the same things you do in bed, you just haven't given us time to get comfortable with you. We aren't all freaks from the get-go. Give us a chance.

45. just because we don't have sex with you when you offer it doesn't mean we don't want to or we are trying to tease you. Our mothers taught us wisely. Be patient: if you can't, move on.

46. We aren't porn stars, do not hold such high standards.

47. unless you want us to treat you like you don't matter around OUR friends, don't treat US that way.

48. We're nice to your family because we want them to like us, so we can be closer to you. It does not always mean we like them.

49.Just because we say we love you doesn't mean we want to get married. You don't have to get scared and run away. We'll understand if you don't feel that way too.Remember that we are emotional. We just need to know where we stand with you.

50. We're not trying to betray you when we ask your guy friends advice on our relationship with you. They know you best, and we're probably only saying good things about you anyway.

51. We don't expect you to be like the guys in the movies that romance the girl. We know life isn't like that. Don't worry so much about doing amazing things, just thoughtful things. For instance; cleaning dishes, spending the night alone, making the bed, or remembering something that she might forget. We appreciate that so much more.

52. Don't freak out about Valentine's day or anniversaries. If the girl is mad that you forgot your three month anniversary, she needs to grow up (move on, it's ok). Kisses, cards, and/or just a Happy Valentine's day hug are absolutely acceptable. We understand that you can't buy or do outrageous things.

53. Tell us what you want in bed. You are not as easy to figure out by reactions. If you want it, just ask.Don't push it if she won't do it. She probably has good reason, and it will just make her feel terrible if she can't or isn't comfortable with doing it. We never want to deprive you.

54. It's ok to confide in us, even if you cry. We will not tell the world of your weaknesses or make you feel less masculine because of it.

55. We don't expect you to have 6 pack abs, nor do we really want you to. Like huge boobs and
perfect asses, they are just nice to look at.

56. We don't want to hear about your past sexual endeavors. We really don't care how many people you've been with, just that you are with us now. However, we are naturally curious, and will ask questions. Don't EVER answer them. EVER. No matter what we say.

57. Hide your porn properly. We don't want to know that you have it or use it. It hurts to know that we may not be providing you with something that you need.

58. Girls snoop. Especially when we just meet you. We're sorry, but we automatically have no trust in you, and must find out for ourselves what you are like. A lot of us won't admit it, and may never tell you that we have. It's a terrible habit of which we are ashamed. Remember this when you have old photos or other things you do not want us to see in your room.

59. Most girls will just want you to be honest with them, even if it hurts. If you just want sex,
make it clear. Not all girls need to be lied to to get them in bed. We like to have fun too. If the one you are going after is not interested, I'm sure there's another at the bar more than willing.

60. Do not sleep with a girl if she is drunk unless you are prepared for the worst drama of your life. She may deny it, she may own up to it, she may make you look like a schmuck to the entire town. Either way, know the consequences

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 • 5:40 AM

decided to erase my memory before ytd..
from now onwards, im a brand new person..
thanks for not reminding me..
thanks for not being bothered..

i thereby announce EVERYTHING is PAST TENSE! wahahaha!

DABEBE has been really sweet.. came down to pei me work as told.. came down pei me dinner.. this week met him ytd, today, tmr, at and sun! wahaha!

Sunday, July 12, 2009 • 2:09 AM

these few days been spending it with DABEBE..

thursday went for checkup at ntu.. then down cityhall.. met up with TING TING, HUI KEE, JUN LIANG and JIA XUAN.. me and TING TING did biolarge protein hair treatment.. then DABEBE and WHOLE CITY came over.. DABEBE actually dun wanna bike into town de.. but still came.. maybe scared I angry.. =p he says my hair after treatment no difference leh.. only slightly neater.. still as dry.. sian..
then down suntec for dinner at Aston.. tried black pepper fish.. wah.. spicy de lor.. zZz.. ordered my favourite hot chocolate.. last time went k with friends, i ordered hot chocolate, they laughed at me.. y cannot lor.. i like what.. a little late, if not JONATHAN would have joined us.. hmmm.. some unhappy stuff happened on that day..
after that went to walk walk, arcade, then home..
DABEBE stayed over! yay yay

friday morning i went to work.. then DABEBE went bike shop settle some bike stuff.. after my work, he cabbed down find me.. went with DAD to bank, then for lunch.. after lunch, went home slack then i went to work again.. while DABEBE was sososo kind to bring my timesheet down to get it signed.. cos too late le i need to send it by the 10th latest.. so he kindly took bus then train then bus down bishan north cc.. COLLIN and MR TAN not there so no one else is able to sign le.. asked ANDY KOH to help settle.. really hope he settled it..
then DABEBE went to look for SHENG DE.. dinner time dined together.. with JUMALI as well.. it’s the first time he came over to dine with me.. sweetest bf i’ve got here!
SHENG DE is the first who got to sit DABEBE’s new phantom.. kawa also him.. no worries, i will make sure im the last.. for kawa i am.. for phantom must be me too.. wahaha this one also wan win..
after work DABEBE came to fetch me again.. wow, spoilt me! next time no fetch I dun wan go home how.. haha.. and he called me by my name and i dun seemed to like that.. I wan something closer.. more than just wenyan..
DABEBE stay over again! day 2.. heee..

sat is our outing! few aeroplanes were put.. was very unhappy in the morning.. his frens were able to make it.. except CHEE HAO and SHAW KAE due to valid reasons..
went to his house for him to bathe and prepare..
then his friend GABRIEL came to fetch.. because we don’t want to pang seh our friends, we decided not to bike there.. fetched SHENG DE le made our way there..
JOSHUA reached le.. made him waited for 45mins.. oops.. haha..
lunch at mac..
people who went, other than me and DABEBE, GABRIEL, SHENG DE, JOSHUA, JONATHAN, TING TING and WHOLE CITY.. thanks for going.. my idea of cycling!
hmmm.. cycled for 2 hours.. until my legs cant make it le then guessed what happened.. it rained! heavy rain.. seems like i kena most.. DABEBE also cos he pei me i cycled too slow liao.. hahaha.. JOSHUA won jackpot in some machine (dunno what is it called) and gooten a nice, a small soft toy, a big crystalic dice, and some sweets.. his catch of the day!
after that dinner at illuma with GABRIEL’s gf joining.. the food there not nice de i dun like.. funny SHENG DE still can gobble up everything..
then watched the movie ‘obsessed’.. starting quite normal.. back part quite scary eh.. until last part i dun dare to see.. not horror movie thou.. GABRIEL says it’s rated pg but I dun believe still go check the papers for nc 16.. in the end, it is still pg..
nvm.. cold in there.. sent EILEEN home le then sent SHENG DE then our turn back DABEBE’s house.. GABRIEL’s initial d driving sent us back safely.. haha.. initial d, that’s what they called.. i find it still alright..
he bathe le then bike back my place
guessed what, he stayed over again! 3rd day! happy happy!

sunday breakfast with him, BRO, SIS, PARCO and PATATA.. then went home prepare le head down causeway point.. arcade! Wahaha! But who the hell took away that soccer machine! damn! better replace it back soon.. i won u today! he called me wenyan again.. didnt like it, but didnt say it.. second time..
poor bike couldn’t start.. poor owner panicky.. hope it will recover soon..
back at work..

all in all, I have a sweet bf! Although wood wood de still sweet.. a bf who never fails to give in to me.. although im being very de unreasonable, he never fails to hoax me.. im his boss! haha.. caring bf.. takes care of me well.. better than parents do.. cos they think im a grown up.. but im a lil girl in his eyes.. touched when he helps to dry my hair and comb it with tenderly love.. never fails to fetch me to and fro whenever he is free.. i love u sweetie pie!
p.s u will be sweeter if u quit smoking cos of me =p [hint hint]

Monday, July 6, 2009 • 5:30 AM

i wan money!
money money money!

buy this buy that pay this pay that

Sunday, July 5, 2009 • 3:22 AM

fri DABEBE came over to fetch me from work.. then stayed over at my place.. went for supper with SIS and XIAO JI.. DABEBE wants to see my smses then i no let.. cos i dun like people to see my smses de.. last time TAN XIAO see le always angry.. see le angry whats the purpose right.. dun wan DABEBE to get angry cos of 'nothing'..

sat went for breakfast together.. then down to bike shop to settle his bike stuff.. went to drink bubble tea.. weather was super hot.. back to his place.. bathe le can play games le! haha.. i like to play bejeweled and spot the difference! fun!
had dinner then went downstairs to look for MIKHAL.. cab down to double O.. waited for his frens to come.. SPENCER and REBECCA.. they so cute couple.. the guy from china da lian, from RI sia! the gal looks lian lian one.. quite hot seh.. a jc drop out..
then eat again.. bak kut teh.. then walk walk chat chat.. they on music and dance! haha.. on the stairs seh.. so cool.. i like to see ppl dance!

sorry to make DABEBE angry, sad, worried, disappointed, dulan etc.. i left my phone with them so no need carry here and there.. then when took back, MIKHAL says 5 smses.. i say no la where got so many.. then saw le, really 5 smses! and 4 missed calls.. all from DABEBE! then MIKHAL asked isit my bf, i say ya.. then he angry.. jealous.. i immediately called DABEBE.. he sounded angry.. then i scared liao.. MIKHAL cabbed me home and himself went back double O to club.. tried very hard to explain and please DABEBE.. heng in the end alright le.. if not how am i supposed to sleep sia.. be good.. he went prawning with JEFFERY.. he bad mood.. no need sleep le lo.. hmmm.. DABEBE i love u! muacks!

it's sunday and im working! next sunday i think celebrating JIA XUAN and JONATHAN's bday.. but my off is sat.. wonder how..

Thursday, July 2, 2009 • 10:58 PM

now at DABEBE's house..
just now ended work le went home bathe then he came over to fetch me here.. hmmm.. now feeling a lil hungry.. he went for talk le.. left me alone here.. then HIS MUM came back.. stayed in the room playing games.. aiyo, im just too shy to talk to ppl until ppl talk to me.. lets hope he came back anytime soon..

• 5:57 AM

ytd called up zhenghua cc look for GERALD KOH.. wahaha.. i called up and got the line transferred over to him.. then i told him to guess who am i.. then he stone stone de say he dunno.. i insisted that he guess.. then he said............."wenyan?"
wahaha! happy happy.. im not forgotten! ok, thats..random :)
he tagged on my bog! for the very first time.. hope to meet him soooooon

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 • 6:13 AM

arrg! dunno y i tend to feel very the very the unhappy when he is not coming to find me.. perhaps too pampered

• 3:48 AM

ytd first time in my life someone ordered delivery to be delivered to my workplace. kfc delivery.. got zinger burger, got popcorn chicken, got fries, got whipped potato, got coleslaw.. wah like feed pig she.. soso much.. full! how sweet hor.. never meet before de friend.. thanks MIKHAL!

my collection hits ,pre than 1k! hahaha! thats a lot ok.. at least more than 10 transactions..

DABEBE came to fetch me home.. told him about clubbing then he not happy.. dun wanna talk to me dun wanna see me.. the journey from coffeeshop to home was so short yet so long..